Basement

In the dream I am a house
At a T-intersection
A powerful truck
Hits my basement above ground
Devastating my foundation
Its stone flung like gravel
Its wood splintered
And the rest of me gawking
at the gaping hole.
Like it’s someone else’s tragedy
I retreat upstairs to my bedroom
and soon the floor falls through 
Windows are no longer in tact.

Friends cover the hole with a thin tarp
It keeps out the snow
But I know it is me who must rebuild (reconstruct)
A strong part of me begins the deep chore
Of salvaging material and foraging
For new strengths
I learn that the support walls are strong
It’s a mammoth task for someone so unaccustomed to building trades.
And my only tool a wrecking ball
So much to learn about I-beams and steel girders, anchors
Footings, joists, mortar and brick walls.
A friend brings food, another some flowers.
This will go on longer than hours

Once I stop gawking at the damage, and realize it’s mine
I must turn my bare hands into tools
My bloodied knuckles ground in the soil
New construction
The building inspector says it’s unusual but sound

Now the basement’s built, but the upstairs is a shell.
How will I decorate it? A foreign concept.