Lady Icarus

I believe Icarus was not failing as he fell,
but just coming to the end of his triumph.-Jack Gilbert

I would have joined the force but
it would be like continuing a childhood fight 
with my oldest brother
at the kitchen sink,
him saying it’s a woman’s job to wash dishes
as he sprawled his shortish legs on the counter
watching pots drip dry, not lifting a finger.

Loll about like super heroes in the off-hours:
leave the dishes in the sink for when 
the women come on shift.
Stuff their lockers with hardcore porn and 
command them into the flames
dragging uncharged hose
until they tumble like Icarus with melted wings.

The firewomen insist the grind of isms
is far worse than the gruel of the entrance exam,
the episodic pull of “bodies” out of burning houses 
easier than the static load of not being wanted in the fire halls.

The fervent start the fire
but their brothers stand by
until what’s left is chaos and cinders
and a funeral pyre for tolerance.
No, mine is not the hero’s journey.

A fire tolerates (burns with) little air,
but flourishes with the breath of many bystanders.
A charged hose wielded by the Chief would dampen
the smoldering if not the zealous flares.

A fire stays small with limited fuel
But flares and rages 
When silence is layered on top of zeal
it is fanned by those who watch the pyros without stopping them
when witnesses stand by and breathe on the flames
fervent heat/fervor
In their fervor for the boys club

Some of the worst scream dyke into their breathing apparatus 
so it can be mistaken for another urgency,